Friday, April 25, 2008

Weight Watchers was positive again...

As most of you know, at least those of you who are regular readers of my blog, I've been in a Weight Watcher's slump. Week after week I'd gain 0.6 or lose 0.6, without fail. I had really been beating myself up about it. Finally last night I lost more than 0.6.

I lost 1.0 pounds.

Such a small victory, but seeing as how I spent last weekend at my mother-in-law's sixty birthday at a vineyard up in Cleveland, I had honestly thought this weigh-in would be bad. In fact, I got on the scale with a complete grimace upon my face and then told the person weighing me in to 'shut up!' when she told me I was a loser.

This has, quite honestly, given me a renewed sense of hope.

I can do it.

I WILL do it.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Condo is still for sale

The woman who came through on Friday really liked the condo a lot, but since she is moving alone (her boyfriend is staying in Baltimore) she thought our condo was too big.

GRRRR.

Back to square one, I guess. Thanks for all the prayers...keep 'em coming!

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Need condo prayers, PLEASE

Well, we got a call that tomorrow (Friday), between 2:30 and 3:30 the intern coming to Children's hospital from Baltimore is coming over to see the condo. From what our realtor says, it could be pretty promising as long as the condo looks great (which we ALWAYS make sure it does). I will have to leave school around 1 P.M. (thankfully I (1) have a student teacher and (2) have no classes after 1 P.M. anyway) to do some last minute vacuuming and to get the critters out of the condo.

PLEASE keep your fingers crossed for us that the intern LOVES our place!!!!!!

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Biggest Loser - Now I'm Depressed...SERIOUSLY

While grading research papers tonight (a plethora of sophomore trial papers and senior historical events papers - you are jealous, aren't you???) I watch/listened to the finale for The Biggest Loser.

And I need to say that I am now totally and utterly depressed.

Completely depressed.

While I am amazed and thrilled for these men and women, I am depressed that I don't live in a world where I can workout six to eight hours a day with a trainer who will kick my ass if I am not sweating enough. I am depressed that I don't have someone by my side, showing me new foods and encouraging me to eat healthier than I already try to do. I am depressed that I am in the body I am in. This is a life struggle for me, and I hate it.

I absolutely hate who I am.

I guess it all boils down to the fact that I feel like I am in a rut in my life. I am definitely in a rut at Weight Watchers. I believe in the program, however I am not 100% committed to it right now, and I can't tell you why that is. I have to wear a bathing suit this summer! I need to lose weight to get pregnant!!! I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT TO GET HEALTHY!!!!!!!! However I am not 100% committed. I AM working out. Maybe not four or five days a week, but more like two to three. I can't get my lazy ass to the gym and I don't know why. I AM drinking my water. I AM watching my portion sizes, eating the necessary food groups, but I am having a HORRIBLE time tabulating some of the foods, so then I don't write it down.

I know what you are thinking. Duh, Kristen, that is why you are in a rut. But there is something more that I just cannot explain. I want SO DESPERATELY to be a Kelly or an Ali, but there is something holding me back.

I need to get over this hurdle...........

Please God, help me get over this hurdle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Lost a tiny amount today.

I lost 0.8 today. Not exactly the 1.0 I was looking for, but a loss none-the-less.

This week was a crazy week. I've had an upset stomach on and off for a few days. Don't know if it is attributed to what I've been eating lately or what, but hopefully next week will go well. I'm pretty happy that I didn't gain this week, quite frankly, as Tuesday night was the banquet for Speech and Debate ~ a dessert banquet. I took only a few things and made sure they were quite small, and I didn't return for seconds! :-)

This week looks pretty open. I have a bridal shower on Saturday but otherwise John and I will be hanging low. Hope to have another loss next week, that is for sure!

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Open House today...

What a BEAUTIFUL Ohio day it is, and lucky for us we had an open house from 1 PM to 3 PM. And we had ONE person through. UGH!

This person, a single woman with a 2-year-old daughter, LOVED the condo. I guess she has friends who live in the community and has spent many a summer at the pool and knows the area well. I don't know everything about her situation, but our realtor's wife Cindy (who did our open house today) said that the woman just loved the basement, the two bedrooms, the size of the condo, the colors, etc. Absolutely loved it. The woman is a little worried about the price, but quite frankly, depending on her credit, she could pay around $800 a month for this condo, whereas the apartments behind us (for a two bedroom, two bath) are going for $785 a month. Cindy got the woman's name and address and when we came back was already writing her a thank-you note. She had also given the woman the name of a lender to speak with. Cindy will follow-up with the woman at the end of the week.

*~*~*~*~*Keeping fingers crossed~*~*~*~*~*

Cindy also told us of another potential buyer. Cindy is a part-time realtor who also works at Children's Nationwide Hospital here in Columbus, and both she and Bobby are the "realtor's of choice" at the hospital. This means that anytime someone moves in (intern, doctor, nurse, etc.) they are referred to our realtor. I guess there is an intern coming in mid-April to look at condo's/townhouses on our side of town and in our price range. Cindy is going to make sure that this woman sees our place that weekend too.

*~*~*~*~*Keeping fingers crossed~*~*~*~*~*

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Smallest Loser...

Know the show "Biggest Loser"? I might be the world's smallest loser. Yep, I lost 0.6 again. Grrr. I know, I know, it is a loss, but still.

What am I going to do differently this week?
1. Drink more water
2. Get to the gym and do more cardio
3. Watch my portion control
4. Write EVERYTHING down (I need to get me one of the WW calculators...I get so discouraged of writing things down if I have to work hard at finding out the points!).

Let's hope next week I can lose at LEAST 1.0 and be done with this 0.6 stuff for awhile!

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

IVF Twins turn 25!

On March 24, the first set of U.S. twins to come out of an IVF procedure turned 25 (FYI: July 25 of this year will be the 30th birthday of the first ever IVF baby - Louise Joy Brown). I wanted to copy the article which was on the Today/MSNBC website about the procedure - especially what it was like 25 years ago and how it is now. I found it mildly interesting, and I hope you will too! (Thanks Christi for posting this in your blog...hope you don't mind me stealing it!!!!)

America's first ‘test tube’ twins turn 25
Siblings conceived in laboratory dish thankful to parents for never giving up

Heather Tilton and her brother, Todd Tilton II, are ordinary siblings with an extraordinary message. The first twins born in America through in vitro fertilization, they want people to know that their parents’ refusal to take “no” for an answer is as relevant today as it was when they were conceived in a laboratory 25 years ago this month.

“We’re here to extend the message that there is hope,” said Todd Tilton, who appeared with his sister on TODAY on Tuesday.

“Throughout our lives, the message of ‘Where there’s a will, there’s a way’ has resonated,” added Heather Tilton, who works for a New York financial firm.

With them was their mother, Nan Tilton, 56, who had been told that she and her husband, Todd Tilton, Sr., would never have children and should quit trying. She was 30 years old in 1982 and the couple had been married for eight years and been trying to conceive for six.

But her fallopian tubes were blocked and his sperm count was low, and even after five surgeries between the two of them, their chances of conceiving were still virtually zero.

“We tried every technique and were told we would never have a child,” she told TODAY’s Ann Curry. That news was, she said, “absolute heartbreak.”

A Quaker, Nan Tilton prayed for guidance and felt strongly that she should not surrender to medical opinion. “I felt very strongly that if we tried and never gave up, it would work,” she said.

There was one chance, and it was a slim one at the time. It was a new and controversial technology called in vitro fertilization that generated massive media coverage in 1978 when the first child, Louise Joy Brown, was born in England.

The embryologist who performed the procedure, Robert Edwards, was condemned by the Vatican, which called the procedure “unnatural,” a view shared by many commentators at the time.

But Nan Tilton thought it might be a way for her to have a child. Drs. Howard Jones and Georgeanna Seegar Jones, founders of the Jones Institute for Reproductive Medicine in Norfolk, Va., successfully performed the procedure for the first time in the United States in 1981, resulting in the birth of Elizabeth Jordan Carr.

Procedure common now:
The Tiltons went to the clinic the following year, and on July 12, 1982, their twins were conceived in the Jones Institute. They would be the first twins born of the procedure in the United States and the third in the world after sets born in Australia and Canada.

Today, a week after the Tilton twins celebrated their 25th birthday, the procedure has a success rate of at least 30 percent per cycle, but, Nan Tilton told Curry, when she went to the clinic in 1982, the success rate was in single digits. Of all the women in the cycle she was in at the clinic, only she conceived.
There never was a test tube involved in the procedure; fertilization instead took place with medical assistance in a laboratory vessel called a Petri dish. But the offspring so conceived were dubbed “test tube babies” by the media and for years the name stuck.

Today, in vitro fertilization is just one of a number of procedures known collectively as assisted reproductive technology, or ART.

California leads the nation in such births, followed by New York.

In 1982, medical insurance did not cover in vitro fertilization and the Tiltons paid the $2,500 cost of the procedure from their own pockets. Today, one cycle of the procedure averages about $12,500, and a number of states require insurance carriers to cover the cost.

Today, in vitro births are so common they go without notice. But Todd and Heather were the focus of intense media coverage after their births and their parents even wrote a book about their experience.

Both twins said that their parents insulated them from the attention and the then-extraordinary means of their conception did not affect them while they were growing up.

Todd, a gifted, self-taught musician who is due to graduate from Fordham University in May with degrees in business and communications, said he and his sister aren’t special at all, but their parents are.

“I’m just thankful that my mother and my father both had the determination to go through everything they went through, being told no at every turn and still not relenting,” he said